lovelust

2010-04-19T18:33:00.002+08:00

yeahhh design power. it has been a long time since i've had a good laugh . so power..
school power, mates power, food power. k bye i'll be gone, find me if you bother k.

MUAHHS !

2010-03-29T23:58:00.003+08:00

ok i know, i didnt update like again. heh sashiok uh ehk kalau besok dapat pay, lagy-lagy now i got my ibanking alr. ahhh heaven, im going to online shop like mad and get super chio sneakS. k stay fly aight :*

2010-03-26T02:41:00.004+08:00

booyah.

i've been dead and gone and back. apu jugak kerje daily step mcm workaholic. kate nak work towards 1.5k siot, kalau mau mesti maju punya what. this month je i mc two days cause i sick. somemore tomorrow production line shut down, terperok la saye kat dalam rumah ehk. kerje ni have make me so selekeh y'know. like i got no time to pamper myself nor my body. eg my face my hair my nails are not well groom. i need to do something about it before poly baby. ok i shall talk more for this post since i've muted this blog for god knows how long. ok lets see..

what i know was despite my busy working days, i do make sometime for people. on a particular friday, i met nat for some catch up aft my work @cwp. i had a hell lots of fun cause we were like talking endlessly, and i sprout every nonsence and vulgar everytime we joke. it was an awesome way to thank god for it was a friday. we ate our dinner and shopped and last supper at gelare. sweet kan kite punye date. i tawu ^^ i nak buat lagi uh, upcoming mesti dgn HM . hopefully this weekend or the next. well then i remember on one of the friday again me and nat headed to j.e, my purpose was too get groceries for potluck but at the same time i accompanied nat to queue for the (?shinee) tickets. she overnight at i.m.m just to get it, sanggup seh all the fans. got lots of different people there like the bimbos, the #1 fan, the screaming kind etc. i just love friday ! i will become so hyper and shout something like,

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY! ITS FRIDAY! ITS FRIDAY!!!

ok so about the class gathering on the 13th. there was like dozen of peeps who turn up only but we sure made the best out of it. we headed to ecp to have a potluck picnic. and everyone had to bring food la of course.i have always had this fear of bringing food and people wont eat them but luckily this time the food vanished. everyone was starving when we get there. and so that explains why. there was also kfc as fong's parents bought for us along to celebrate his sweet seventeen which was a suprise. there was a cake, and when there is a cake there is sabo-ing.. super cool parents kn. reaching the evening we played dog and bone. that was like the highlight of the evening man. we were like digging the sand to search for the bone(frisbee), toto exactly like dog. haha we were tired and proceed home by seven plus. it was a nice gathering lah, i swear it feels so good to see them again. i was a happy girl on that day. althought i was tired i still proceed to costasand downtown for a birthday chalet. there i met some of the nusantara riders. and i met new friends. jadi heboh giler satu chalet. dan di situ saye dapat nama gelaran baru, mylie. origin from "mai" - pronounce the same as miley.

star-karat

since that day i've made a plan to make a change before i enter poly. im gg to change blog and all. everything must go. this signify a new chapter of my life, chey. and talking about life, i wish HM will have her own life too. we might be separated far from each other but the fact remains that she is the best i ever had. and i will never stop hoping and praying for her happiness. and if i got the time tomorrow i will post about my shopping habits and crave. cause now i'm going to dream land to dream about ..... ... .... .... ?

ok so goodnight fella. kissies and huggies.

2010-02-27T12:52:00.004+08:00

hello there birdfriends, its the weekend already. who doesnt love weekend? i know i do! oke i only have 25mins worth of battery. im not going to talk anymore. enjoy yourself then, think pleasure. fly kite and let the birds rise, afterall skrg tga steam maen layang-layang what. taa.

why must he be so hot? he is making my bladder lose control..

-i need to pee

2010-02-24T23:24:00.002+08:00

lethargic ! that is how i feel lately. havent been feeling this way ever since my schooling days. especially when classes and lessons were dragged till near evening. how i miss those days ! but right now work is draining my energy. whats worse when all those china aunties became a nuisance. i cant tolerate with this kind of bulldung seriously. the situation is like chicken talking to ducks ! cant even understand what they tryna say and the otherwise, pissed la.

oke so on the 17, my lady and i had planned to visit mummy and her girl. we shall proceed if plan is confirmed. and i hope my workplace needs replacement! i actually got to go to sleep now, i really got no time for futher internet entertainment. stupido, i dont even have the time to delete malay songs from my kube! i really have to delete that m.nasir song man. such a er.. err.. idk its just so eew Lame. dont ask me how it gets in there.

i still cant get over memories at kelong, sob-sob. i want to go back there please...

2010-02-21T02:56:00.003+08:00

the wushu warrior.

oooke ima take four minutes to update this junk. had been a fast week indeed. and some suprises i get. from someone reaction which i had thought he would turn out furious and commit some illegal action. however he seems so chill like nothing happen. weird ah itu baba. so soon im gg to get my pay, yay ! just got my tuition pay and i spent it already. but i think its a gd investment on clothing since i need em for my new life. hah. actually i got lots to express and talk about but it seems like not the right time now. im gg to have inuyasha marathon right away, adios fellass.

2010-02-16T17:13:00.004+08:00

im back from kelong alr.
just a short post for now,
cause im going out soon.
working tomorrow man
how troublesome.
i miss cha also
imma set my phone to offline
but still waiting for someone to
finish his homework. haha
i think i find him sweet when

he said, 'i want to go back in time and pour water on you at 10:30 so you wake up and ton'
& 'i sanggup u noe..i stop playing at the canteen and try wake u up.. then u say later2 then later until monin'

haha kesian dia. ok i got to get ready bye.

2010-02-08T19:54:00.002+08:00

work today, a tiny crap. i only improved a little and little is not enough. im targeting for 5 pax tomorrow. insyallah i can do it.

met my deariie filz and anis @cck after work. i swear i miss them like crazy it has been a long long time since we last see each other. must meet again whenever. this week I'm so going to have to meet fhm. we are both leaving during the weekends but shes leaving for long. so yea. i bought a new sneaker, its new balance old school classic 574. i don't know why i bought it , maybe cause it look nice. and though i haven't got my pay, i can just shop whenever beybeh, cause its as easy as just sliding the card^^

the show on channel 5 is awesome, i don't wanna bath cause im gonna keep watching. bye punats.

2010-02-07T11:35:00.002+08:00

M: Easy to fall in love with
I: You are easy to fall for
S: Loud and likes to have fun.
F: People love you
I: You are easy to fall for
T: Loves music

so cool, it seems so true.

been busy, been moving, been working. nice life.. shit things adult fares, fast time, work restriction.. i bought my new belly barbell already ^^ pretty-pretty ! its a dangling dime.. (: bought one for cha too. ok i need to go and bath now, tataa.

2010-02-02T00:24:00.003+08:00

im not rude, i just got a hole in my head.
good morning little love, its going to be a nice beginning for me, got a job(hella fast). it was an effing humid day right? it was so uncomfy. ima start working later in the morning. and i need to go back hometown to ask dad for moolah. this time its a need. haha ok actually i miss secondary school man, i miss caesarean, i miss how we joke and crack, i miss how we swear like no insurance, i miss watching kuhan got bullied. damn what a memory. i remember during the o level result release, kuhan was like going to cry at me sia. when i asked him how much he got, he answered me with the 'i need sypathy but im a pathetic' voice and the shiny-shiny eye, about to cry. i quickly walked away man. hahaha. i miss caesar tjc lwy ahc cmo fpl and the others too, booo. i need to sleep now, sweetdreams.

2010-01-31T22:50:00.005+08:00

LOVE.

sunday lepak at yd, tapi ngan fam ok, no more riders . kan sudah dikatekan misfit da rilek.. and nari pergi cwp dan seperti biase sway sahaje. van bro-in-law i rengek, beh kene tow la critenye..
tknk byk cerite oke, taa <3

2010-01-28T14:58:00.004+08:00

hello heaven and earth.

rainy day just makes lazyness stay. my prepaid is perfectly empty and i like it. but still i have to max them cause i need to make dozen calls. have been hunting for job lately cause like i said, i want money. its a want, not a need! and in this current situation my wants are what i need to work on while my needs are just left to say and it might just appear. but i dont take advantage of it cause i want to start to learn to do it myself, my way. thanks to dad who have supported me in doing some things that i cant do, not really support. but he flashes the green light already. in another words, im earning my trust and my life. yes my life. and im so gonna make the best shit out of it, no more nuisance no more trouble but imma still enjoy as it is. thanks dad.

some things to do:-

bath
go cp
max my pre
get some munchies
get nail stickers
get new belly barbell @mrsl *must*

that shall be it for today, a trip to cp then shengsiong for groceries(again). i shall spend my noon doing my nails then, no job hunting fr today. fcuk, tomorrow is friday i've got to teach tuition. but i have plans ! grrrrrrr. or maybe i could carry it forward to tonight. alright i need to do some planning. chalo tataa.

.stupid smelly face

2010-01-28T00:42:00.004+08:00

i jump out of joy after reading my posting, temasek kepeeee!
sape lagy dari west nk masok east siol kalau bukan misfit, tukar environment habesan. im glad and excited to be in their design school.. looking at others, with their head spinning just make me feel thankful for my outcome. i can only say

syukur alhamdulillah.

2010-01-24T16:30:00.002+08:00

i feel so cuckoo when im forced to eat. im no kid right. i cant help to be fussy and picky in eating. gahhhh. its four thirty and i havent had my bath yet. its like woahhhh first time ever, ever, EVER! OK its sunday, we must spend our day outside. so lets get gg people. later!

2010-01-21T18:41:00.002+08:00

hello square face fat liar.

"Why must they seek a certain attention? Why? Had they not live their childhood off and get the sufficient love, care and attention their parents gave them? (I know not everyone has {the reason for the question mark} ) Come on, you do not have to go an extend that you have to lie about the pathetic situations that you are in, just to get your bloody fucking attention. Oh, you're too selfish too even spare a single tiny thoughts from your pea-hole brain of the causes.. Ergh enough of your anus mouth."
extracted from hayla.

my case might be the same.
but what worries me is what if 'it' is going to go bonkers when someone tell on 'it'. what if 'it' go crazy and commit suicide. cause all this while 'it' has been yaking world cause 'it' is in its own world. grrr hurts to see someone believing and being proud about nothing.

2010-01-18T18:14:00.003+08:00

like her hair.

oh and i like paradisco girls, especially chelsea. shes awesomely gorgeous.\

yknow my throat feels like it is swollen from the inside and i was damn scared cause i thought i might suffer from throat cancer or any throat infection? the pain is one of a kind i tell you. then i stopped eating ice for two days already. seriously its killing me. everytime i open the freezer and i need to hold myself from grabbing those *diamond. im so addicted to ice. i wanted to have an ice cream but i kinda hesitate to eat em.
what the balls man.

i just love to shop momma! its like a desire? im spending so much like as if my atm wont go zero.
money is going to vanish, i need to work work work so i can shop shop shop SHOP !

gonna race to the airport tonight i suppose. gonna send my brother dii the doodah so that he could do the doodahdey @hawaii. i want beautiful dress ok, arh a souvener will do :>

sayobanana !

2010-01-16T02:50:00.006+08:00

siapa yang ganggu hatimu siapa yang rampas cintamu katakan padaku biarlah jelas segalanya siapa yang sedang kau sayang siapa yang sedang kau buru berterus teranglah dari kau terus menyiksaku.

parah ape jiwang malam-malam. siao tet.
ps: minahchi, ini lagu ehk bukan laki.

7 years and fifty days:

hari ini hari sabtu

ramai orang makan tebu..(tebu)

hari ini bala buka kungfu

seluarnya koyak nampak bulu..

aku nak bobok dan mimpi duit

zzz...

zzzzz...

zzzz..

$$$!

zzzz...

zzz..

-.-

2010-01-14T15:20:00.004+08:00

i want it like gaga blond !
~ tapi babatsxz kate nice ^^

2010-01-14T14:36:00.003+08:00

general info

misfit`s result was very unexpected (alhamdullilah syukur)
i have registered for the poly courses and hopefully i got luck.
my hair got dyed and it look awful, like a freaking minahrep.
what should i do next? well im going to leave it until i received
some idiotic comments/ confirm this one from my bro-in-law.

i will upload my stupid face later.
tatatititutu

2010-01-08T13:47:00.002+08:00

Watch the sky, the jet planes, so far out of my reach
Is there someone up there looking down on me?
Boy chase a bird, so close but every time
He’ll never catch her, but he can’t stop trying

(annoyed, new comp @ home sucks big time.)

Monday
Monday
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Monday
Monday
Monday
Monday
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Monday
Monday
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2010-01-04T23:00:00.006+08:00

men are like public toilet
they are either taken or
full of shits.

nothing to blog about, but im mad cause my Ralph Lauren's handbag was stained like junk. made a pact, to be the first one to uncover her result later next week. and i, wont be the first one to look at mine. I'm not lack of confidence but I'm going to prepare for the worst.

and yes. another resolution, prove to her that i will survive without man. wait i wonder.. how would hadi look like with a berg body (pull off the specs, spike up the hair and wow i think oven)

2010-01-03T22:07:00.004+08:00

third jan. fuck third jan. its a new year and we met an accident. lucky no severe injuries, just slight bruises. my leg hurts badly, first was from wearing heels then second the fire extinguisher hit my leg during the accident. sway

went town today and only bought legging. i think i wont go shopping anymore cause i want do hair treatment. i also need to visit singapore poly, ngee ann poly and temasek poly during their open house. whoever want to tag along ?? heh. oh i heard result out on the twelve. shucks

H A P P Y S C H O O L I N G M Y F R I E N D S .

2010-01-03T02:18:00.007+08:00

first january 010 i already worked on my resolution,to shop. i'm happy but not satisfied Yet.
i like my pop watch. jiwe ngn cha baby cume different colour, kakak i pon beli. haha. besok nak round town, thought of shopping lagy tapi nant duit habes takle shop ngn cha pulak. shall see later.

then second january, dii's birthday. it was almost unbelievable that he's becoming old. haha. on the same day my kakak sedare tunang. so went to her engagement @boonlay. it was freaking fun. masing2 kes da lame tak jumpe then kecoh rabak. if i were to type it out, ini post akan panjang lima kaki siol. the 'sweetest' part was when me and the kakak-kakak jadi bouncer. we disturbed everyone and laugh our heads off like nobody businees. its fun to gather around in awhile.

misfit dissapointed pe bile log in tagged tadi. sedeh ade, geram ade, pikiran pon ade.. seven hours ago siol, tapi tak tawu nak accept. sigh. at least i tried. dafy knows what im talking about i think. how sad was i when he phoned me yesterday morning, long convo. i think im stupid for hoping so soon when actually theres nothing going on yet. slenge seh si baldi ni. hmph !

Yo momma so old i told her to act her own age, and she died.

2009-12-31T18:55:00.006+08:00

“ Well, I grew up quick and I grew up mean,
My fist got hard and my wits got keen

yayaye fugtards. twenty ten in a couple of hours yet i havent list down my resolution. i mean not all. one thing i want is to be neutral with frog. then second is stop pretending to be a good girl but be one. third, i need to change my wardrobe. forth? hmm. have a life ! yeaaaaa..

when money is in, imma shop for what i need. lets go. i cant wait to contact a lost friend of mine wee.. oke i want tell you that roy is cute only. heh i ~~miss my berg guy~~. eh no i take my words back. sebab sememangnye i tak patot rindu u pon. (not angry anymore, it was 14 days ago) bye . bye .

wew/wwe.go figure

2009-12-25T00:31:00.003+08:00

heh, Merry Xmas !
I'll be gone in a few more hours but I'm still no asleep yet. How to sleep tell me? When my favourite pillow is torn on it's head. Then all the beads came out. Pity it.. I'd to tie its head with a hairband and it doesn't look cute anymore. Boo! Oke see you in a couple of days time.

The stupid boy seriously is lifeless. My bro is dealing with him. Nak 1on1 tapi on the phone kedi, tknk bual. Celaka peh jantan,perangai kanak siol, suda la kau. And yayy computer aku crash. Yipeeyay -.-

2009-12-24T15:22:00.005+08:00

Eh sial uh , the fugger is getting on my nerve la. Today's text is rather disturbing. He seems like a stupid sex maniac! Kau takecare sial jantan, jangan sampai aku BBQ kau sampai hangus mcm babi salai. Buto.. Aku dial kau, kau kecot. Tu pon ade hati mao mintak maen. Suar peh keparat. What kind of male species is this? Grr. Ok enough about that. So it's christmas eve and brother is back. I can't wait to leave tomorrow, if only I could leave and never come back. That will be awesome. Currently watching Barney and friends, I'm so boreddd ttm. That's it for now, have a nice day sweetheart.

2009-12-23T15:07:00.002+08:00

I'm hungry, but he's too cute to be eaten.
I want some jerky please?

2009-12-22T14:04:00.004+08:00

Ssup.
Y'know the stupid fugger texted me again yesterday.
He/she said, eh pukitiang! Tkt pe nk reply?
It bothers me at first but this kind of shit will
never bring me down.

Go blastoise! Attack that big sial -.-

hah. I'm so bored. But I've kinda get used to it.. Yesterday went to lot one to change currency. Dad only gave me hundred bucks. He ought to give me more! Yesterday I had a wonderful dream. I was with I dont know who and we were at the top of hdb building. I laid on someone as I watch the stars. There were so many stars! I love stars. The graphic in my dream were superb! Like full HD. Haha. It's been so long since I last went for stars gazing, zomg. And yes yesterday was also the first time I cried after what had happened one week ago. But now I'm fine, I'm going to be alright, I will. Oke misfit nak lipat baju, heh bye bye.

2009-12-21T01:31:00.006+08:00

who the fuck you think you are?
"hello boleh kenal2
"eh buto! Reply uh.
Fuck shit this is jantan tauladan tahun 2009.

omf. After only a few days not going into cyber space, so many things happen. I need to do a lot of catching up. It's like some of my entertainment are not accessible anymore. But I'ma smart skirt. Y'know I found out lola's addy. I quickly told hayla about it. I swear it was another lame shittos web name that nonone could ever think of except her. It was long and stupid. Then there was this girl. I don't know what about her that bring disgust. she look mysteriously nice, decent in fact, but she's not. I called her the Sri lankan nye miss universe. Her hotstuff is super hot. A mat Malaysia. What a pain. Another lady, a mbs, got an obese soulmate. I'm not against fatso or anything aight but this pair is suprisingly insane. They are so proud about their sexual activity that the lady just blogs about it like it's a Competition entry for intimate moments. I've been bitching too much, what's worse this people are a 'no who' to me, just some random earthlings. I only know the reason fr me to post about this is to state my opinion. Well basically these days there are too much of nonsensical being. It might not be a problem nor it is an example but what I know is, this is my form of entertainment. To be bothered, agitated and interested.

Inilah dunia,
setelah zaman mengakhiri zaman, bermacam-macam jenis manusia ada. Namun tidak satu pun yang sempurna.

2009-12-18T20:12:00.010+08:00

howdy
one minute i'm stone the next minute I'm rocking hip
second minute i'm chill the other minute I'm missing froggy
third minute I'm confused the later minute is like
well its my bad so roll over

it was my 'deserve'
I'm a monster.

however so, my Thursday was indeed a good day/ though i didn't follow up with my bozo brother. seventeen happens to be mom's 'b' day too. and this 'budak jahat' bought her chocolates. later in the evening i zoom off with sister. met hayla first. sumpah dier pretty nak mampos,i love your style baby. nak you revamp closet i uhhh ! then my splendid night began...
had the most awesome buffet dinner and chillex yo.

y'know i havent been tweeting.
charger for iPod also left @home.
gondola oke bye.

2009-12-16T23:06:00.007+08:00

baby I miss you so bad, don't you?

fuck the day man.
I really thought it was Thursday. I kept on waking up to check whether brother is home. And to my dissapointment, someone told me it is Wednesday. I guess I was too expecting. But fraid not it's Thursday soon! Yipeetiyiyooooo..

I'm a free lady, free from my past hunter.
Hope tomorrow will be a good day. And of course....

I will still be waiting for your text.

2009-12-14T20:14:00.005+08:00

I'm describing myself anyway, sob.

its the first step.
do it for reality.
although its love.
endure is result.
is this what i want.
it only cover half of me
heartaching.

2009-12-14T01:00:00.003+08:00

I want to be rebellious but If you know me, deep inside I'm just not. Why can't I just rebel? retaliate? reciprocate? Or even revenge? Maybe I'm just not that kind of person in true. Oh simply said I just can't, cause I'm weaker than you've ever thought.

No more talk .
I'm going to have to try to put myself to sleep.
I was force to by the way and so I'm going to be force -.-

2009-12-13T07:50:00.006+08:00

Ahhhh I'm as happy as can be, can even upload picture already. Sweet!
Sua Suwe Good Morning!

2009-12-13T07:41:00.003+08:00

I can't sleep for the past two hours. Bitchy emotions cycling wild, am having Zillion of fun reading people's life. My secret weapon, 2009_11_01_archive.html ^^

I LOVE CHEESE!

Hah waht the f<3ck
Yessarh f<3cktards I can update blog through this f<3cking iPod !
Oke let's explore more o.O

2009-12-11T18:12:00.002+08:00

cause you're a criminal as long as you're mine

2009-12-09T20:11:00.002+08:00

when you're not with me, how do i breathe ?
'im sick baby.

2009-12-08T17:10:00.009+08:00

its Tuesday already !
and my prepaid da empty, best what. let's update about my weekend i went to ecp to eat @bagus, which sells only yong tau fu and it is super delicious. then headed to imm cause bro-in-law wanted to buy polo shirt. there the kids enjoyed the foam party and bubbles-bubbles.

now that im back home, i wish im back at yishun. grrr its so bored down here.
can't wait for s.i baby ! can't believe i'm going to miss the finals since im going for a holiday.
-.-

2009-12-06T13:55:00.002+08:00

to all of my friends:-

NOW READ IT WITHOUT THE WORD `LOVE.

misfit is going out again and then back home @yewtee
so see ya!

2009-12-05T22:38:00.012+08:00

my back aching, it feels like breaking.
my eyes hurts, it looks weird.
my tetek pancet, mintak kene pump.
hahahahaha
hahahahaha
k diam.

meet the carebears @plazasingapura

in the christmas mood beybeh

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i nak beli belly barbel
kalau tak rain tomorrow, i nak gi swimming oke ?
now i nak maen ttr, byebye

2009-12-03T14:57:00.006+08:00

i was expecting a call but i only get a text from him before he leaved.. no point to be bothered about it anymore. i`m really looking forward to Christmas mansxz! can`t wait for Everlast warehouse sale and a holiday to kl. well i`m getting sick and tired of waiting for the cheque from sp.

testing my patience sia.

Roxy tee = Roy (random)

2009-12-01T20:18:00.003+08:00

Got S$25 for books, plus S$2 from another bookstore.
i was left with no other choice cause i was desperate for cash
my prepaid has a balance of two motherfuckin` cents. i cant possibly leave with it man. with roy and Mr.C texting me. my mobile moolah is minimizing man

(Danny Zuko) Why, this car is Auto-matic. Its System-matic. Its Hyyyyydro-matic. Why, its Greased Lightning!

2009-11-30T18:08:00.004+08:00

i forgot to say-
i lost all my lovely friend`s url during the revamp of my blog, so i need those who wants me to link them to leave their address on the tagboard alright. sorry for any inconvenient cause.

what if i began to lost my fashion sense? my fashion touch? my fashion dream? ...

<3 ryan

2009-11-30T15:08:00.006+08:00

im back to blogging now but will not be so frequent.
finally i had completed my blog layout and i edit the background which looks a bit ridiculous ? so how could a virgin match with a colorful condom ? well i just think its cool though. haha anyhooo im at yishun now staying here for a couple of days ? i miss Iris already !

my obsession;

xoxox

wth

2009-11-20T23:42:00.002+08:00

oke i've created twitter.

(maybe) gonna delete this blog soon cause ipod cant update any post.

and im too, very, really, so lazy to switch on this slow and dumbo comp.

so peace out.

finale

2009-11-19T00:10:00.002+08:00

ohyea ! misfit is back. lady mumma said i could use it behind the man's back. hah thanks for the privilege aight. so my first shout out will be for my girlfriend cha.

i would like to thank her for being my model, in fact she was my super sweet model. and because of that we managed to grab the second cash prize. i can't express how grateful i am to be behind the scene as the artist. so yay us !

so cha lets go for a celebration after we get the moolah yaa. right now, i wanna search for new high sneakers tataaaaaaaa

tryna keep this thing alive

2009-10-15T11:01:00.005+08:00

he says, 'you can't use the computer anymore'

misfit gonna be away for long.
be back soon for blog alright,
takecare.

<3

2009-10-12T21:34:00.001+08:00

im in deep trouble,
hope to see you tomorrow cha, dont text me k people.
xoxox

ACW=CW

2009-10-10T01:09:00.003+08:00

pissed uhhhhhhhhh kenapa tidak boleh maen mafia ?! grrr.

so i had been studying like guaikia siul. sleeping hour also had reduced to like 4-5 hours ? and the consequences is 'getting sick'. see now im having flu, then what next ?

thats what x said just now otf -nanti saket aru tawu. hah mcm kene curse. took medicine already , so imma land o ma bed and sleep. nights-nights!

moment, Nm

2009-10-07T23:36:00.007+08:00

hey loves, im here to update just a little.

maybe all of the post will be about academics ?

so.. misfit had been busy revising for the big O, had night classes every now and then. or maybe i could say everyday. morning school hours are quite short i should say. because of the change in our time-table. now that every lesson is extend to one and a half hour, we only have 3 period of curriculum. after that is all consultation hours. but lessons end early though, @ 1. ok so my daily routine would be ? out for siggy and back to mug. study and study till five. out for siggy again, get dinner and back to school.

I AM LEADING SUCH A JOYFUL LIFE !
woohooo -.-

was ranked fifth ? and 38th in the cohort. but not satisfied with my L1R4 !
i need better outcome cause i know now that my dream to pursue my fd course at nanyang fine arts is gone. next stop, Tp.

18

second-oct.

2009-10-03T17:16:00.026+08:00

Raya '09 was hilarious through out.

lets view pictures alright.

alright, i have not study due to these pictures.
stopping soon. taaa ♥

misfit amplified

2009-09-22T22:32:00.003+08:00

halo.

I'm blissful ? nine-days no mom no lady no one = loner
so send mom to the airport and adios. homed with dad, crap with abg and then off to meet bby cha . the funny funny thing was that she updated me like im ljay. i prefer this way, of course who wouldn't? this is first hand piece of dime y'know ? heh i didnt know getting a date for a prom was such an issue yea.

kecoh kia punya ! sampai ade seseorang tu bual begitu excited sehingga tempias ke pipiku . haha drizzling. bought lens with her and homed again. i'm happy for extending my holiday, yay ! back to school tomorrow, oh there's graduation rehearsal too. "sweet"

if we meet tomorrow that will be heavenly,
however right now.. it just seem unlikely.
thanks for being so "sweet"

minal aidil wal faizin.

2009-09-20T04:06:00.001+08:00

im still not asleep see ?
haha i need sleep or i would have eyebacks tomorrow !
but i cant seem to get away from watching 'these' videos.
gahh, soon oke soon. i also need to know about friday's art
anyone update me yea?

ok so, selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin
salah silap umairah, umairah mintak maaf.
semoga semuanya dimurahkan rezeki dan diberkati allah, amin.

the best

2009-09-18T18:20:00.002+08:00

Oh Yeh !
prelim ended,

i cant wait to be over the big O soon.
ok lets see the calendar, 37 more days to go bebe.
yeaaa ! gonna mug hard, hopefully i will.
ramadhan ending soon, how sad is that ?
hmm but hari raya around the corner alr.
im more or less excited .
happy that my goodboy is back to normal too!

im smiling so wide now, heh heh heh.
k da nak prepare for buke, tata.

negative thoughts

2009-09-15T22:27:00.003+08:00

I always blame myself for those words you couldn't say and when I am alone I think I've pushed you all away. No one can help this bleeding heart because she'll never speak for fear that everyone will leave if they find out she is weak.

It’s not alright.
I don’t like to pain you, though.
So I stay quiet.
Hoping and praying that you can’t hear me cry.

sapp , 5 more rounds to go . 4 more days to a joyous event and thought of extending the holiday ehk ? yeaa i totally need a break mansxz.

grr, i dont feel the hunger for good grades anymore. goodbye distinction then. tell muthu that i said goodbye too. and hello ugly side of me. thats because im feeling shitty right now. sibeh shitty. sigh.

goodnights.

misfit gemok ?

2009-09-09T23:45:00.003+08:00

Misfitbby ! says:
haha eh tido la
kate penat
my name is zabid says:
tknk la haha
Misfitbby ! says:
degil . tumbok kang aru tawu !
my name is zabid says:
elak luhh
mcm tak tau je.. haha
Misfitbby ! says:
haha step manenye pendeka pulak
my name is zabid says:
mustard nye haha
mustarrrr..
Misfitbby ! says:
hahahahahahaha
mustard pe haha
pendeka mustard tawu mkn roti hotdog je
my name is zabid says:
hahahahah...tau takpe
Misfitbby ! says:
kau uh tu, mkn je tawu
my name is zabid says:
kau uh aku kurus
tgk kau, gemok haha
Misfitbby ! says:
you cross eye uh ? aku gemok ehk ?
my name is zabid says:
aah luhh
Misfitbby ! says:
bedek uh
my name is zabid says:
gemok siul
hahaha
Misfitbby ! says:
tk la bidd !
my name is zabid says:
ok tak
Misfitbby ! says:
grrrr jahat uh si kurus ni !
my name is zabid says:
hot bod haha
Misfitbby ! says:
omygayy !
hot bods dont say wtv !
my name is zabid says:
i like men
hahah jkjk
Misfitbby ! says:
ya allah .
naseb like
bukan love
my name is zabid says:
jk wat haha

funny funny guy, tomorrow date ehk bidd. weeee.

crybaby

2009-09-08T23:46:00.004+08:00

ouh misfit is an arsehole. im not even trying my best to drag myself to bed despite being told to do so. instead im just letting myself feeling down and drain out. yea this certainly happened often. especially when i can't take things any longer. things such as missing someone ? oh boy, its so terrible. and when its terrible i feel horrible and then my stomach will start growling. it just means i need to pamper myself with food. no not food, snacks ! yess junks .

ok today science pratical was alright. but i feel a lil scared when doing chem experiment, like phobia. yea cause during mock, the solution spat out upon heating. i was terrified ok. then did art again. like never ending siol.. cause help do friend's coursework then my prep board tak habes-habes. hais. but i got to admit, doing prep board is troublesome and ! tiring. so tomorrow's date is cancel since bbf still needs time for dnt. so imma complete my art too then. so plans will be push back. actually thought of celebrating 'victory' on friday ? but plans not confirm. so yea today i called dad to fetch me from school. when reached home, i saw this dc shoe and i went to asked dad is that his shoe. haha ok i dont know what i was thinking but i got no idea that bro was back. and yes with a new shoe. so after buka bro blabber alot to dad about what he have bought for him, a gold and black adidas shoe. haha mcm world uh bual. kasi tgk itu barang first uh k then can talk. hahaha

da la allergic to lipas ! hahahaha.
kekek giler die punye cerite, weird semacam .
ok i need to go now, till then and takecare syg; xoxox

dreaming of you

2009-09-07T21:35:00.003+08:00

hello lovelies

ooh yea yesterday trip to geylang was abit irritating, with the maids bersepah dengan pakaian tak senonononooo ! eew. oke skip em, rounded the bazaar and shopped then bought food for buka then off we go heading to yd ! yeaa yd yd ! its been a long time since we chillex there. hmm so bukak kembes, dudok bersila and ape lagi mamam la. then sleepover sis crib. so today trained back home and bused to school. can go crazy la kan kalau kanasai da jumpe same kanina. kecoh la itu ayam.cane die tawu sape org yg misfit refer to pon i dont know, pandai2 je..

then by three plus, proceed to lot and accompany her to have a haircut. walk and crap then home..and just now when i was on my way to the provision shop, theres this little kiddo playing laser. it was pointing at every step i took. it was hillarious though. then i terigt kanina's story. it was when she played laser at a teen couple who were hanky panky and the guy end up binget and they left. huhu. binget nmpk reaction. ok yea so i've just fixed a date ngn bbf ku. weeee rindu die sehh ! rindu goodboy jgk kn (:

ok till here alright, tomorrow science practical 2nd shift.
goodluck to all beybeh, muahhx !

favour me

2009-09-06T14:01:00.002+08:00

weee, i've finished airbending la siol.. its a nice show i like i like ! final battle was off the hook, but i like the invasion during the eclipse. i'm happy now !

so yay things have turn out fine too, thats another good thing. well theres this someone who have been sending me gifts recently. gifts in game though. and today i got a a box of chocolate from him in yoville. so sweet sia

ok i need to go now, off to geylang. tataa

need you too.

2009-09-03T23:33:00.002+08:00

ooh yeah, im in love with drake's song, best i ever had.
ok so i spend my day mugging for ss.
did maths at night, so yes i think im ready for tomorrow.
school closing soon, yet still there's sci practical and art. yes ART !
ok i need sleep now, good luck lovelies.

oh well i cant deny that i miss you alot.

you text just brighten my day, thanks.

2009-09-03T00:10:00.002+08:00

had another row. a longer tiff then before..
i hate myself now, so i gave up ok.

(so she heaved out an audible sigh.)

sorry for all the craps
& for over reacting.
seriously I'm such a loser.
takecare man.

no preservatives

2009-08-19T21:18:00.005+08:00

mother tongue O'level result was out today afternoon. and syukur alhamdulillah misfit obtained a distinction for both papers and oral. no big deal but still i'm a happy kid.

currently drinking lemon tea and chatting with goodboy and hafiy. interesting le, hafiy and i chatted so much about exams, puase, hari raye and avatar ! i'm super happy now cause there is gonna be avatar the movie coming soon. not so soon but still i'm excited you know. now he's searching for the webpage for book3, hope he finds it, i wanna watch it. ok lets watch the trailer here.

ok so fasting month is around the corner, i'm terrified yet im excited. english o'level oral on friday, prelim in 12 days time, art coursework due in 11 days. nice. ok i shall end here, congrats to those who succeed in their mt'o and to those who did not do well, there is another chance so do make full use of it, takecare.

Yang jauh itu MASA, yang dekat itu MATI, yang besar itu NAFSU, yang berat itu AMANAH dan yang indah itu SOLAT.
SELAMAT MENJALANKAN IBADAH PUASA
f riend........
Selamat tinggal kengkawan...jangan sedih..aku cuti sebulan jer...
pandai-pandai bawak diri dari godaan aku selama ni..

Hakuna Matata

2009-08-16T23:21:00.003+08:00

hey superhumans.
my blog is rotting this is so exciting, woohoo

i'm tired plus sleepy which equals to bedtime. maybe because i only slept at 4am this morning, i didn't get to have my beauty sleep. i still got some stuff to do like tidying my prep boards, customizing my shoe and basically thats it ? my siblings keep asking what i want for birthday. one down, two to go and i got nothing in mind, any suggestion ? hmm.

i'll be gone soon, i miss my goodboy le. prepaid mati cepat giler siul haiya grr.. will have an proper update soon, tata <3

misfit is legal

2009-08-12T22:07:00.004+08:00

but someone forgetting something, so lets put on that beautiful mask.
oh thanks to the other awesome deariies for the - love you people.
misfit wanna off now, tata.

daddy, chocolate please ?

2009-08-11T22:08:00.005+08:00

hello beautiful.

after three days break, school began as per usual. had a joyous spot check during assembly and things went fine. was excited as i thought we were gonna receive our o result but to no avail. English teacher were not present and had a combine class. then it was maths where we did revision and stuff then humanities . i like it when i get the highest lorm for SBQ berfeeling-feeling smart uh kire. then we had poa, physic time prac and the day ends at four plus.

oh yeah early in the morning i text this number with morning greeting. i mati-mati thought it was dafy's new number. so i layan this person like members lame gitu. suddenly he started asking for my name, height , weight etc. i wondered to myself, padehal dafy know my name and we've met right.. ni siapa sia. check-check bdk tagged, name die shafie,the bimbo guy yang suke bual nonsence. text peh text sampai tk pay attention kat class. so had to disipline myself and switched off the phone. then now cannot contact dafy sobsob..

done! ok now
need to rest, studying @ three will do ?
nights syg.

mic check 1,2

2009-08-10T23:56:00.005+08:00

Four minutes to Twelve.
summarize;

7thAugust -school's national day celebration was a disappointment
-chilled with kanina and kena paitao ehk
-did chem, finished chem, didn't touch books since then.

8thAugust- expo metro sale was a waste of time
-finally had my collin's thesaurus

9thAugust -parade and fireworks was awesome
-Ecp skate park was super cool
- skaters and bikers are totally hot.
- i rindu kak nurainy and i know its random.

10thAugust- -missing my finance assistant McHayley.
-rotted at home, catch up with minahspeak .
-spend ten bucks on food

'i dont like 09's ndp. the songs played aren't soulful?
why do people have to re-edit/remix em, piss off man.'
my views.

&tomorrow school began, thanks alot for the so not useful weekends. Have a nice day.

Tie me down

2009-08-05T20:58:00.003+08:00

i feel like banging my head on the wall leh, how ?! grr

home around seven again but wasn't as tired as yesterday. today did English tp during m.t.o. for two period but it was only 1hr 40min. analyse die peh passage je took around 3ominutes? buat bersungguh-sungguh la siul. tapi da last thirty minute, head pain da tkle endure. nanges sendiri, mintak tisu sambil continue buat summary. giler babi punya la suay.. i really need to go to the dentist soon. cause the nerves of the teeth are connected till the brain. but possible that its migrain attack that has gotten worse. i need check-up soon but i got no freaking time. and to think of it, i'm scared to see the doctor you know, i dont want long mc and have to miss school. confirm Suck Cock sia tu period. haha

studies is my first priority for now. i find that time practice really does help quite alot. i love revision man although it is super tiring ! oh oh and i love my bling bling 'painted' school shoe, haha extra ordinary uh. and before i forgot. when dad fetched me home, i asked him what time he usually reached home in the morning. and he answered it would be around 2am. so i inform him about my study plan, which is to rest and wake. then he suggested to me to set the alarm clock which i dont have any. so he asked me to set handphone alarm. and i was like huh??? he keep repeat about the phone thing. i just kept quiet and then he say go buy clock. i say ok but he say nvm he buy for me. next thing i know was, he asked me to used bro's hp that he had bought for bro and i went o.O and proceed with the conversation. loosen ready or what? mcm cool je. kla i want rest, need to mugg in the morning. nights baby.

sap sapp suay

2009-08-04T20:27:00.005+08:00

this head is aching like hell endlessly man, fucking irritating uh.

sososo p.e was gerek, played rugby and joke like nobody business ^^ oral was just fine, but im not satisfied cause i always get interrupted. after that went for consultation for art and physic. so binget siuls. waited for teacher peh lame, i almost went home. till 630 went back art room and chatted with girlfriends. called dad to fetch me and home at seven plus.

haven't been puffing recently. how good am i ? -.-
i'm doing intense chem again today. round up with maths maybe? and last art. di sini saja, takecare ):

i dont give a fucking fuck.

2009-08-02T18:36:00.002+08:00

*how fuck can this life be.

none of it is going my way
forget about it, i think im giving up. it might be fucking unreasonable though, but sometimes this issue just get on my nerves you see. im still considering la, ok dog ?

i envied cha for doing her intensive studies during the weekend already. myself? did not even fucking touch any of the relevant items. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. i feel like giving up my fucking kontol phone too cause it is forever a pain to .. argh damn it nevermind!

msft promise this will be the last week for me to fucking chill, goodbye fuck i hate you like i love.

No longer will I be worried bout you

2009-07-30T22:44:00.004+08:00

alright its not eleven yet.

what a great day it was.
i totally love playing rugby. although its not the actual game, it was still fun. team up with kanina and the guys. wooo superb ! spending the whole day with kanina was amazing. lots of catch up and craps of course. she's the only one who knows things which others don't. about my 'mataer' also. kekek giler ! its a joke anyway so don't belive cause i'm not attach but not available.

yesterday i did something deliberately.
mug on chem and maths. it was intensive study but i dont find myself getting crazy doing the question? so how? not intense enough uh like that. i wanna study like hardcore uh babe. another thing i did was, to r-e-j-e-c-t someone. it was never my intention to break you but i thought she made it clear that i wasn't interested. but i understand there was a mis-communication thus you don't get the fact. i don't know whether its a relief or a regret but i know its the right choice. till we meet again friend.

well kanina and kanasai talked about motorbike. check-check she want a ride toooo ! i can't wait to get a ride, i want tzm ehk please. talking about rides.. i miss riding and my riders seh. ni semua pasal studies ehk aku tolak yang tak perlu. can't wait for O to be Over man.

currently chat ngn sarina,bry and bbf. bual ngn bbf geret seh ! da lame tak bual cock ngn dier. im melting now ehk cause bbf got chest, another hotstuff! huhu. actually misfit tadi sakit hati tao dgn si goodboy tu but when come to the end of our conversation, he really make me smile wide. recover soon la you dick ! hees
ok done for now. night-night sugarbabe

get a moment, a life.

2009-07-28T20:47:00.003+08:00

i feel so shitty recently really really shitty !
whenever i text my little too good boy, i just feel like throwing my phone and crushing it like biscuit. grr damn it. i'm aching everywhere, body brain neck head butt ! i'm stressssss i need resttttttttttttt.

dear beautiful people misfit is busy thanks bye.

artisit reference done, Christian Lacroix

2009-07-23T18:55:00.003+08:00

haven't been updating this webpage recently huh ? misfit busy le.
sometimes i feel like there is no point updating this blog cause of some authorized people reading it. by that i have to watch what i say, my manners , my attitude and stuff. then why would i call this my personal journal then? haiya.

anyway i shall start mugging like crazy already. prelim in 30 days, wooo i'm excited ! tomorrow school hours will extend till 0830pm ehk cool kan. got maths tp then eng remediation and continue motivational forum. see i really got no time for other things already.. what a poor thing.

today our mr.g was a sweetie, he came for lesson with a mask. although he was sick, he still endure and teached us. sweet kn, but pity him la having to suffocate with the mask and talk. get well soon ehk cher.

i think i like rolling papers more then the usual pencil man.
thanks macaroni for it.

& i miss my goodboy la cibai !
goodbye uh people.

somebody call 9-1-1

2009-07-20T22:45:00.004+08:00

wooo im super sleepy,
but i shall summarize.

today tried higher mother tongue paper, and hell it was tough. it just gives me shiver. then during maths, happy moments with cutesy teacher. he look exceptionally huge today in formal dressing code. heees then it was art for the rest of the day, it was oke but artist are like slacking more often now. (shakes head)

today i did not talked to cha that much ehk? busy uh kite. sobsob i dont know why but i feel impatient to text idna ? weird kn kn kn i tawu. tapi tkpe the more the merrier, friends is love what. and i feel that someone is already backing out of the idea that he/she introduced. wahhh coolio, nvm im still seeing things. heh heh heh,

this is the type of song make the angels cry,
i look up in the sky and i wonder why
why you had to go, go
i know its better on the other side.
you were choosen from the start
never gonna let you go.
thats from my heart waooh.
-mj tribute.

nights sweethearts ♥

shaun the sheep went missing today

2009-07-19T22:24:00.005+08:00

stop drop and look cause he is cool, go go go.

i super love my finance assistant, none other then chababy of course ? she teaches me how to sacrifice and save. thanks for the advice ehk.

last night i slept at around 0430am with boboi accompanying me. and that's when everything spill out. everything he said was the last thing i ever wanted to hear. too hard to believe although it was the reality. I'm still doubting and i can't find the explanation for it. he's not a liar so i supposed he's telling the truth? i was super shocked by then. this really weaken me. then today noon another shocking piece of truth.

as much as i want it, i wouldn't want to be a wrecker.
oh god,if only you could stop testing me about love.
that will be really nice.
nights love.

have to say no.

2009-07-18T15:29:00.003+08:00

shibai, i need some sxzdrettes !

2009-07-18T00:08:00.006+08:00

its midnight already, i can't sleep.
i feel like revising but i don't know what subject to start on? something is bothering me right now but im still trying to get it off my mind.
hidop tak senang kalau banyak pikiran..

this week the word 'weird' keep coming out from my mouth y'know. because everything really happened unreasonably or perfectly for no reason. that was why its weird.. and my resolution has just been broken, i have been rolling papers recently. i don't know why i resort to doing this. argh damn it !

i have been thinking a lot lately. and the recent want was kanina's issue. maybe its not an issue to her but to me it is. i could not accept the fact just yet. but if she's oke with it, i'm happy for her. its her life anyway but rest assure i will be here for her. ini rahsia antara kita berdua.

its the sixth day of persistent incoming message from the rooster. i strongly suspect that he got motive for doing so? however kanina really thinks that he misses me. NO way sia.. that never came into my mind cause i believe it wont happen. sometime i just wish i could ask him why.

from someone that i share my life stories with, he said that my class is totally emotional since i told him the incident about kuman, the sleeping beauty and one of my gf. ytd gf cried, i knew all along she was pressurized but i did not expect things to go this way now. im afraid she might just give up and dont bother at all. as much as i pity her, i feel so bad towards her. what kind of friend am i who does not comfort someone when they are feeling down?! but the thing is im harsh. im scared that if i were to talked to her, she might just hurt more. i'm always very direct but she is sensitive... now tell me what should i do? hais
bitch la misfit

whatever it is im really sorry for every wrong things i do.
maybe my attitude suck just balls.

i need to talk to macaroni.
our heart-to-heart conversation was left dangling. i know it hurts although im not feeling it. i just hope you would overcome your fear cause thats the only way for now. don't destroy your life, but do destroy ali trolley's life. sorry for being a little evil ehk baby.

timecheck: 1253am

im going to log out now, sweetdreams my beautiful people.

you got me cry

2009-07-16T19:03:00.002+08:00

I'm terrorized by you.

heh fine i know this post really stinks. too bad im out of words yet macaroni asked me to post about something motivating ? speechless dudee, tomorrow uh update sorry.

hey wait, i've found someones' blog. wooooo misfit totally know it all mansxz. so now goodbye to stalking ISY hello kfc. eh wait checking out this particular chicky is not worth it sia ok forget about it. heh im addicted to ms.rihanna hatin on the club, sweet.
goodnight syg

cause a scene

2009-07-14T23:44:00.006+08:00

ah shits, just woke up from a deep sleep. (sorry boo)
sleeping is such a waste of time aye? i could have just spend those hours revising. i have rest for two evenings (yesterday and today) therefore i shall get back to revision tomorrow, hopefully. so there were lots of happenings recently which i was supposed to write on but i do not know whether i still have them in my brain.

maybe i should not bring up any stories but i think i shall just typed generally. yesterday was the most awkward day everrrr. firstly, i was confused by what was happening to hayley. but not until today where i roughly get the idea of her downfall. after being separated with her because of the new seating arrangement, i felt some distance. i'm more to my own while she is still dealing with nat. hence the gossip girls has dispersed and its totally not cool. nevertheless, we still have strong ionic bonds. we still get crappy, with expressions like drama mama kind of things, well we are happy girls. we insult, we laugh, we gossip, we roll and thats how life has been.

i super love my artist sia, joker habesan punya. same thing, another ionic bond. overall i like nab's drama, it is so fucking hillarious. she got this trademark and its sounds so cute when she say, fuck you bodoh. haha and if it was cha, she will goes fuckkk me ! oh ya but the unpleasant thing is mummy's absence. everyone was so worried about her till recently we got to know that she have some health issues. sobsob.. rindu mummy siulsxzsxz ! soooo recently had a heart to heart talk with knn and whenever we are together i felt like the kanina and kanasai moment is back. miss those times.. and i miss mocking the bird, hahaha crap. i'm holding to kanina secret which i had promised not to tell but i'm still in awe and im interested. wooo ! and not to forget another janji/. eighteen, first timer and i'm going to wait for you bitch, jgn hari kau chui puase ke raye uh ehk. ^^

and kanina knows about who i've been in touch with but not much reveal. one thing for sure what i revealed to her is not quite known by other mates. so tomorrow will mark the third day of - ? ( i can't find any vocabulary) that is if im still going to received texts from apollo, we shall see. i find him weird though and the only reason i could find for him to text me persistently is he having a tiff with his girl? or maybe.. ok nvm i dont wanna be mean.
however i just feel that apollo gonna vanish tomorrow, firasat aku je la tapi buktinye besok uh besok ! overwhelm impatience.

fucker the creeping of the gate freak me out, i thought parents come home sia. sekali abang ku yg bacen pulang, aduhai bikin naik romance aku je.. haiyo prepaid pon da low, mcm sedeh tapi mcm geret. weekend ni mcm fully book uh check2, knn ajak outs, cha ajak outs, nat ajak study sweet pe girlfriend aku semua. hehes

time check: 01:01am , July 15.
i feel like doing maths. oke i'll do maths bye

si bulat cute tu..

2009-07-10T22:55:00.008+08:00

unique and innotivatice, not ordinary yet fascinating -misfit

almost finishing this book, very interesting and accessible for all. There is this part when matthew wanted to break off with helen, and they were discussing this issue in helen's apartment. this is found in the middle of conversation,

Upstairs. the Rabbits were getting into their stride. 'Oh baby. Yes baby. Yes. Yes. Yes'. The headboard thundered against the wall. (some paragraph later) The Rabbit crescendo was rising. All the old favourites were coming out, including, 'Call me Daddy,' which had become regular fixture. Then, just as Mrs Rabbit was shouting another, 'Yes, yes.' another voice, unmistakably famale, joined in with orgasmic squeal of ' Oh Daddy -ck me Daddy.' Helen looked at Matthew.

If you don't understand its oke, i would not want to explain it further. hees anyway now i know why i get so damn sleepy in the morning, i just realized that it is the side effects of everday dose of flu medicine.

factorise this equation completely
icecubes = addicted > medicine - flu = drowsy

haha wtf sia umai ? chat ngn lan boleh pecah perut pe. kalau kacau orang all time champion.. oh so today english remeditiation was awesome, maths tp was a lil scary, amalgamation fun-tastic and the rest was A-okay. wonder how my weekend gonna be like ? stay put and revise? or chillax out-sidios? anyway nat coming over tomorrow i think? to study so no outings uh like that? of course no decision making now, aku peh mate da mcm steam kodok siulsxz..oke seriously im damn sleepy already, the medicine is taking up my energy fast.

shitty shitty i miss you baby. xoxox

i hate home

2009-07-09T22:46:00.004+08:00

needing you to know
what a day it was, our all time favourite mate Mr.Bacteria break down and cry. but i dont really understand his situation back then. its hillarious though, the way he shouted and yelled something something which is like a true confession and that kind of (?crap). haha but at a point of time, i pity him too.

today today today lesson till five plus. thanks boo for accompanying me back i feel bad though since you are tired. so bus-ed home , well of course i hate home, living with sickening people in pretence. to think of it, i believed after a few more weeks there might be no conversation in this house anymore? maybe just minor-minor yes/no answers and questions. pathetic la this family.

met bro for awhile but he was leaving, misfit sad sia to know that he is still going to stay over at sis's crib. never ending sia jadi loner.. da uh tk tawu nk cakap ape lagy,
selamat malam ?

fatigued

2009-07-08T22:31:00.004+08:00

hey short round up here.

its only the second day of the week yet life is getting more of a chore. sweet thang was in the morning. it was my first in this term being late for school, ran Exactly three round you know i really did although the vans shoe im wearing kinda heavy. First and second period was english remediation. i like it cause we have proper and more guidance from our beloved teacher. third was chem ? chemistry really worn out my brain, very intensive i should say and rushing . after recess maths ! yea i like maths, i love doing maths revision alone. cause i get to laugh at myself for doing silly mistakes. and and mr liew is a great teacher, no doubt. then it was poa, another rushing issue. sometimes i pity teachers for doing so but sometimes i wonder what gets into the brain when things are rush, not nothing but there prolly be lack of understanding.

a moment to laugh about.
mr silvam was talking about amalgamation? and he said first you adjust both capital, then adjust both balance sheet next you combine the balance sheet together and then become like transformers. the funny thing was never his joke, but its the laughters of mates. they always give this sarcastic laughter like HA HA HA HA HA. then someone will have an cheeky expression -.-

this was out of sudden, he looked at natra and suddenly said, 'eh natra long time never see you uh'. the whole class started laughing. he wondered and then scolded us, ' eh you dont laugh at other people future ah!' the rest start to chill down and stop laughing till i said to myself 'we are not even laughing at her future sia.' i think it was rather loud. then he asked, ' then? laugh at me uh?' so i answered 'yalah'. next thing i know was the class laughing as he wanted to kick me and his action was terribly funny. indeed a hillarious teacher in his own way, thats unique.

today basically i did,

art coursework
1/4 natural veg assingment
chem '97 paper 1.

oh and thats about it??
this is not enough umairah, you need to put in more effort in revising. at least i learn to destroy my physical barrier which is, the beauty sleep. im still trying my best to endure the tiredness. oh well, i better get off this comp soon. till then selamat berpisah.

he's such a sweetie

2009-07-07T22:53:00.002+08:00

Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
piece by piece, torn apart, we never win but the battle wages on for toy soldiers

the moment is now.
you know, i always feel satisfied after hours of revising. its like you have accomplished something that needs to be done. and if i did not managed to study cause of some unreasonable excuse, i will feel very bad. real bad like as if i have committed a crime. well its all because time is very precious now. wooo misfit is so motivated mansxz !

however, i think i screw malay oral. i was nervous la like ass only, padehal topic chicky chicky easy sia. wasted uh mai ! nvm its over anyway i can't do this for english thats for sure. today lesson was er err acceptable uh but for physic i always get so sleepy sia. especially today ! i almost slept in practical class, in character development period too . that was when i drool in class, hahaha.. funny bodoh!!

i find myself growing like rounder and wider ? and only cha agree with me, hmm. i should face myself longer at the mirror and find out myself. haha mcm self obsess pulak. actually la kan now im sleepy rd, nak bobok ! gdnights earthling.

xoxox, love your kisses.

repel the yakuza

2009-07-06T15:34:00.002+08:00

suppp bodeks ? mendak pe sia.
ini macam school lagy cantek.

so yea, yesterday went vivo but before that went sirat place
damn the place was Wonderful, nice mansion babe !
went banquet upon reaching vivo, ate our early dinner
and head giant. abg had asked to get for him milk and tidbits
so yea. after that walked around and bought nothing.
grr, Club Marc peh sale very Tempting sia.. haha
then gerak for home about 10 plus and reached home
around 1130 i think? anyway am still at kakak`s crib.
im craving for peach snow blended and shaun pleaseee :p

k bye, muahs

love is the virus.

2009-07-05T15:38:00.002+08:00

currently at sis crib.
abg kene quarantine since his friend was down with you know what. pity him sia but funny /. he complain so much and now two officer came to kakak house to install camera. hahaha

tomorrow youth day but i dont know whether should i head home today or not?
im missing someone and no text from him? again. grr

proper update soon yea, takecare.

kamu irritating, aku bo layan.

2009-07-04T16:31:00.001+08:00

hungry sia !
i want cinnamon churros.

horror with pain

2009-07-04T14:49:00.003+08:00

no time for relationship thats why im not bothered about what crap you are talking about. i don't know what or why but suddenly say i could be in one. weird sia, it was like a heart to heart talk where i did not even talk. but on the other side, which is the 'before talk' she was like scolding me, accusing me and kind of threaten me. my heart went down in grief sia, she was talking no sense at all. i felt like pumping her down man, grr! i just looked out at the window, at the green trees thinking to myself. for fuck sake im not going to be bothered anymore . the threatening part was damn pissed off uh, she said if i ever hurt or do anything not needed to (insertname) i'll be in dead damn hard time. what was she trying to imply sia ? cursing me or what ? she said she know me inside out, she know i've got a rotten heart and all this while im just pretending but inside im a bad person. etc etc etc. how do you feel if someone say that to you ?
" - tahu kamu tu jahat" exatly what she say.

although i am used to this but today it feet really painful. i think its because i have tried my best to be a better person for almost a year now yet i still get this kind of shit again. i dont understand uh ! and neither will you. i kept things to myself all this while. you have not seen me voiced out and till then you wont see what im made of, the worst side of me.

kalau kau pikir aku derhaka semane kan, segitu lah akan aku tunjok kau. walaupun aku takde niat buruk tapi sebab kau percaye sangat aku macam gitu, kau tunggu je uh sampai aku hilang sabar.

someone left without saying goodbye.
stomach cramp is killing me, im disable.
stupid comp runs out of network connection.
still thinking whether to run out or sit still.
so what now ?
sighs.

top of the line

2009-07-03T22:59:00.002+08:00

ouh lets blog .

Lately have been practicing expression so much ehk.. Talked and talked hand signal all come out. Oral is coming katekan.. Crappy uh this days .

Well lets see, and lets talk. First about a guy who farted loudly in front of girls, i repeat Loudly. As babygirl and i were walking back to school, bunch of lower sec boys walked past us. Later around 4metre away one of them released. Then they laughed. I was trying to control my laughter and it was hard so i ended up laughing out loud. After a moment to think back it was really rude though. How ridiculous can kids be this days ? That was Wednesday i suppose. The day where the class was send out. Sec four pon maseh perangai ehk. Couple of girls when staircase and laid on our tummy mcm superman hehe. Then came this conversation about tailoring costume for hari raya. So there was a mention of kaen songket and kesiannye ade org tu tk tawu kaen songket tu ape. She asked, ' yang sengket tu ehk? ' we answered smth like bukan die yg... gitu gitu. explain peh explain. i was like, yang sengket? padahal org tu nk ckp sengkat -.-

then came thursday, sway mcm toooots..
everything forget to bring. then during p.e lesson lost my barbel pulak tu ! ini la org terkuat. haha. so i walked on the pitch again trying to searched for it but unfortunately failed. heh while some doing their 2.4 run then mate faced a lil challenge. and know what? i became like mane peh first aid sia. with bottles, towel, tissues all prepared ah kire. then i ran across the pitch da mcm baywatch ^^

then friday, fast day. berkekek dengan cha lagy tak akan game. pasal simpan tissue simpan dalam seluar dalam. haha she say later bau la. i told her, bau2 pon nanti kasi apek kedai.
then masok uh kite peh drama on how the apek will take the money. i miss nat laaaaaa.. bring back oh bring back.. bring back my lady to me.. to me. rindu sampai mimpi ehk. what i dreamt was R-rated, sorry kids. heh im getting irritated ehk when people start to shout across something not needed. grow up la please ? but i know ignorance is the best way out. Special Thanks to babatsxz (insertword) mouth for sharing with dearest friends, really appreciate that.

move on to house-keeping matters?
past few days mum had asked me to help and signed for the mnc channel. lazy like teeny winny piggy, i did not uh. sedeh pe, die ngn anak die tu tengok pakai mosaic. hahaa pathetic je. sekali ! today da activate sia.. then she was lovey dovey dgn bapak aku tu semue menyampah siuls. lagy bole ckp, umairah tu da de tu channel. step aku heran ? ni mcm hari2 tengok tv da mcm (insertword), da la pemalas semacam. tak faham uh mak aku yg ni! actually now ehk tgh hungry like what the fish, mcm nk mkn tapi malas. tengah merindu ade uh, heh heh heh.
oke thats that. bebyee !

he's wearing the mask again

2009-06-29T22:30:00.006+08:00

i don't know why but this just caught my eyes. i don't get the message do you?

nice school opening huh? with a very welcoming principal who greeted us along our way in. it feels so great. i feel like im sec one again. so yea as per usual we had to take temperature procedure and mine was by o.m (very harsh) im frightened i tell you. teehee im grateful today mine was not low like any other day where i had to take temperature again and again and again. school really has taken measures ehk cool. too bad already two school were extend, luckily ours are as per normal. Graduating students can't afford to have school closure, its a no no !

anyhooo mother tongue o levels oral examination just around the corner, starting this thursday. another cool thang -.- mine is gonna be next tuesday, hoorah . school life is gonna be super hectic, seen the time table.. o.O might as well dont go home, stay in school.

oke shuttup now sia Missy!(iman called me that) continue sucking your english assingments balls. ouh shit not migrains, grrr .

2009-06-29T05:58:00.002+08:00

good morning sunshine,
freshen up yet? rise and shine for school. today is the beginning of new term, how fast can time flies anyway? well nothing surprising actually, its just that the different thing is assignment are due prolly this week. and of course mine is Incomplete. teehee so to sum up my weekend, iy was alright i suppose ? sorry for not update right. i shall continue later i think, that is if i have the time. ^^

have a nice day loves.

let it go

2009-06-27T01:19:00.007+08:00

Hey, its Saturday already ?
cant believe my friday vanished just like that. totally wasted woke up at 5++ bathed, went yewtee chill a while then it was seven thirty. fast enough, read another book. at about nine start on maths till now. slow i know but with computer infront how to finish right. nvm im coping with migrain right now, like shitsxz . the situation right now is like playing topsy turvy, everything upside down. hais i don't know la ehk.

irritated with something else sia, i just dont understand lelaki melayu now ehk. kinky habesan siols, muke aku muke utk lepas gian kau per sia. buto !

'Cause now I'm that bitch you'll never get to - uh. '

2009-06-25T23:36:00.003+08:00

lets celebrate cause finally theres no more school. but well holiday is ending anyway.. nothing to be excited about actually cause homework is still stacking up. school today was awesome, kinda ? started at 0130 so had time to eat and stuff. start off with chem prac and i like it cause i feel like one scientist doing the experiment mcm pro. hahaha -.-

then was physic. ended at around five plus then home. tomorrow there will be guest but im not sure about the timing yet. gonna be dii's sergeant and donno what also. hah so maybe tomorrow heading sis crib ? not sure yet. ouhh i miss chatting with khai ^^ till here then, nothing to talk about really. thanks.

love misfit more

2009-06-23T22:50:00.002+08:00

this is the consequences for thinking too much, bitch uh mai. always and forever making things complicated.

school was fine, but misfit was sleepy . sanggup skip break to sleep in class despite the unforgiving noise. the whole day i only ate fries ? hungry uhh but lazy shh.. anyw thanks bbf for treating me kinder bueno. syg kau ! heh in the bus we will always have things to talk about, like yesterday, his nenek's laksa la, mee bakso la. eishh kite lapa! fun uh hang out with the guys. i thought i would be left out ehk being the only girl. tapi dga they talk so damn funny sia. lagy lagy akid nye muke ehk omgawd, if u kenal him u will know how his expression are. oke so tomorrow there will be a 3 and a half hour break after principle of account.. misfit nak uat ape sia, firm cha ride ngn ali -.- sedeh seh i.. beh i ride sape ? hahaha siol je ! oke la till here, thanks for skimming nights . muahx !

ku rasa cukup sampai di sini.

2009-06-22T22:01:00.006+08:00

I wish i could just make you turn around, turn around and see me cry. There's so much i need to say to you, so many reasons why. Once again we sit in silence after all is said and done. Only emptiness inside us. Baby, look what we've become.. Too far apart to bridge the distance but something keeps us hanging on and on. Pretending not to know the difference, denying what we had is gone. Every moment we're together it's just breaking me down. I know we swore it was forever but it hurts too much to stay around. Though I've give you my heart and soul, I must find a way of letting go. Cause baby, I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna cry..

.... can't believe i - today but its a hush hush please, thanks kanina for it and thanks chababy for accompanying me. it was great to meet and joke with mates once again. chem was alright, physic was super sleepy. i know it sound weird, reason being the teacher was suppose to be our all time favourite mr gilbert but too bad he's under quarantine for the whole week ! how sad sehh. till here, tommorow school lagyyyyyyy. TATA !

i miss you calling me princess, goodbye now.

2009-06-22T01:01:00.003+08:00

helloh ! rasenye mcm da lame tk post uh gitu. and entah apasal i feel totally excited siulsxz ! but i think i know why. so finally im back home, i miss my bed and my pikachu bolster ! and and that new cat name is anis. hahaha random sia. oke lets backtrack..

friday, was school day. went to school at around eight and bump into fana in the train. coincidently she was also heading for art so we proceed together. of course it feels like heaven to see mates again. i was a happy girl back then. talk, crap, laugh, talk, crap, laugh.. one sad thing was i still didnt get the chance to meet my babycha D: However i still remember the moments at mac during our break. i went belo in and out. nat and kanina was always there to laugh at me. at one point i asked kanina to looked at this thing inside the mcdelivery station but we end up staring at this 'not sachok mcd man' who is blocking the view. it was hillarious i tell you, i was trying v.hard to let her see the 'thing'. nvm i know you wont get the crap. after break, i started colouring my fashion figures. i was so excited as when i consulted mummy, she said it was perfect. so i began.. but after colouring i observe that it was not proportion. so i stopped and i had nothing else to do since im out of material. mummy instructed me to head home. misfit stubborn so i hang around and watched the artist start painting. best la ! all v.v.v.nicee ^^ then fr the last 30 minutes they all start slacking ready. so i decide to get home first since i dont want train-ed back in the peak hour. yea thats the time when kanina can't wait for me to go home and she halau me. hahaa
then went sis crib and after that i think we went out but i forget where to.

then saturday's outing was fun. first when ang mo kio to meet zura then off to bishan's library. after that met sister and abg din fetch us. proceed to town.. along the way, dii called and abg din tak cakap hello tak cakap ape teros cakap ,' ah nak gy taka' haha mcm standard uh if dii call je mesty tnye nk proceed mane. da sampai town, went taka cause i wanted to go to art friends. bought coursework materials and kakak's sewing material too. then dii arrive. next stop turon kinokuniya.. ini part kelaka. sister wanted chinese craft book so i went to enquire to a sales lady uh. when i asked je she look at me and grin. she kept asking u want english or chinese. haha da aku ckp nk chinese nk chinese nye je la ! at last found the shelf. so went and search for sister book.. then then then ! dii said something and mention the shop name, '....kunikunya' then i laugh like hell and say, ' hah ape? kunyakunya?'. kekek bodo dier, all the way ah kene kacau asek ckp kunyakunya je. haha lepas tu kite gi suntec tk slh. i forget what we did there but what i know is i didnt get to step into novo. sedeh sia.. i want gooooo ! nvm insyallah next time. time alek, i dont know what happen but abg din seem to chase after this car and i went tonggang terbalek sia in the vehicle. (*shakes head)

sunday, i slept only at 630am. woke at 230pm agknye uhh ? get prepared and off to tamp courts. sister wanted to get sewing machine and believe it or not, misfit gonna attend sewing lessons siul ! weeeeee, another thing to be excited about. thus jadi fashion designer won't be too hard i guess. geret pe.. da beli brg, stomach pon berdangdut. went ikea and get hotdoggggggs and drinks. done, went imm for daiso and late dinner at bagus. so i ate till full then abg din send me home. fullstop ~

ni pon i went home as tomorrow there's practical. leceh tapi perlu so cant do anything about it. i got to get some sleep now, oh wait still need to play. hahaha ! -.- diam ehk to that person who knows about it.. oke good morning then , muacks ♥

2009-06-18T17:30:00.003+08:00

good evening lovelies,
what a hot day. the sun is getting sexier each day, totally nasty. hah crap. anyway im feeling good since i am almost done with my p.o.a assignment. still there is alot alot alot of other subject's assignment that is not complete. to think about it, its so scary since today will be like the last day of holiday. tomorrow school starts again, through out this june holiday caesarean artist only had 4days break. pathetic gitu.

so yea yesterday i wasnt able to continue blogging and nw i had forgotten what to say. but one thing i remember was to laugh and make people laugh last night. in the midnight i disturb people like im jobless. padahal before that i thought of doing some assignment. sekali ! ter-melekat pulak maen game audition. played till psp flat, then sleep.

today wake up quite early think, so i did get to eat breakfast ! mcm first time uh at sis crib i ate breakfast. cause usually i would wake up in the afternoon thus having to eat brunch. biase lah kn kt uma kakak sape yg nk memekak sia kalau bangun lmbt. cube kalau rumah sendiri? heh ini anak dare da kene terajang kot . ooh anyhoo today when i wanted to call nat, theres this guy who picks up the phone. his voice was so nice ugh ! sweet mcm nak cair aku dibuatnye. i suppose its epul. ^^then nat call me back and i told her baout tt guy. and oh yeah i was right ! eventually nat said, 'aku punye pe' hahahahaha ok understood. besok school.. boleh jumpe babes and hunks. nak meet hayley uhh ! weeee.. alright sampai di sini dulu, muacks !

whats the point now?

2009-06-16T23:13:00.010+08:00

lets get bloggey.
first thing first , you know how dissapointed i am to Just know that there is no school tomorrow ? all because of not having cellphone. thus message from teacher didnt reached me. lucky my deariie bilang tau. if not tomorrow i go school macam paham je.. waste time seh i go home. nvm tomorrow im gona fly back sister houseeeeee, don't care uh don't care ! heheeee

secondly, i totally miss hayley macaroni sia. miss the laughters the craps the arguements and efforts on using perkataan melayu yang tak wujud. rindu serindu rindu nya siulsxzsxzsxz.. rindu banyak orang pulak tuuuu. hais now everything feel so suckish...

i never want to give hope, but for you i did. sometimes when i think about it, i just want us to be this way forever, at times i want to proceed to the next stage and ultimately i want to give up.. it hurts to see you lying so low, hinting me to let go. i tried to understand but prolly its me who is impatient. I'm like you, never felt anything like this before. yet I'm scared, still scared to accept the fact I'm in love. Love? im not. am i ? no. but you make me, i do. after making me fall so deep, you make me do this. you asked me this. you tell me this. tak patah hati pe saye ? (*shakes head)

The symptoms are your body starts to weaken.The side effects are you may fall way too deep in.Then you deny that what you’re feeling is the feeling.You try to fight it but you gonna have to give in.

hurting mcm little porkie.
bye uh buto.

habes potong stim

2009-06-15T18:33:00.006+08:00

mepek siulsxzsxzsxz
imeem ferangai uh, orang susah payah upload lagu sendiri. die beri thirty second preview je? saplancao uh.

ini sungguh tidak best :

weather totally sucks
computer lacking
wasted my monday

wah im such a saddist,loner and a total misfit. whatever minger.at least i enjoy playing with kids and being a kid for awhile. so i joined dini watching playhouse disney through out the day. oh well, i already favour a couple of show. ^^ dibo the gift dragon, wordworld, higglytown heroes, all time favourite barney and friends dan laen laen lagi. eh tadi i saw a tag that suprise me sia. woah k bedek uh tapi tak caye tt someone would have the courage to do it ehk. cool-cool !

anyways yesterday fire crackers was wow uh. although we got to see only for a short while, it was still worth it. nice piece of art cause the firecrackers was not at the sky but near ground level. after that went home, bathed and teevee-d till early morning. it was a feeling of joy uh dpt msg2 walaupon prepaid kosong lah kn. at 12+ i think? max text ajak lepak. lagy satu peh siao, tatau ke misfit ni goodgirl. aha aha aha -.- today pulak zoora ajak shopping. aiseh bedah kite dudok uma sister, bapak takde mau hulor duit oi. sedeh sia, members tu da excited sekali setakat semangat due minit. eish eish eish.. oke da umai nak gy northpoint, carik mamat cantik. hahaha nampak sesahnye bedek. tataa

hello hello my names DIBO
here is something you should know
when u want a gift say this
didi bodi dibodibodi :D

bring my boyfriend pleaseee

2009-06-14T18:26:00.004+08:00

sorry for privatizing my blog yeah
it was under construction and I've got no time to finish it.

currently at home and going outsxz !

lets begin from saturday ?
woke up at 11+ and get ready to head the beach. and was there till 11 i think? it was not a bomb but yea cool. some people, a reppy to be exact came with his pompan. when his pompan da leave, the reppy start mengurat . haha tk senonoh ehk prangai.. so i slept over at sis place and now bck home to celebrate dad's belated birthday. he's 52 already. anywayss he brought a new cat home and its a girl. we still havent give her a name yet though. i told mum to call her mouse. cause her fur look like one tikos. haha she's manje anyway and my dad like it. but i see nothing special in her.. boboy is still the best (:

so today after celebrating dad's bdae, gona follow sis fam watch Ulu Klang fireworks. hah. too bad dii can't follow. dek tu siao sibo siang-siang da kua nk book in. oke till here im going to get myself prepare. leceh you know, i need to bring hmeworks all grr. update soon, tata !

rinduushushuuuu, teeheeee

feel the beat let it rock your body

2009-06-11T18:01:00.004+08:00

hurhurrr I've just finished watching taken 08 which was recommended by Nat. And it is a totally awesome show. I've got tears rolling down my cheek at the last part when Mr smith found her daughter, Kim. even before that rich jerk who took up kim as a hostage could finish saying 'we can neg..' bangg ! headshot.

^^that was a nice one. so tonight i shall start on one of my final artpiece. im excited ! and tomorrow will be the last english enrichment. which means it will the last time to see ted. boo..

ouh-ouh , i've got special dedication :)

so yea after cracking up ideas on how to lie, ended up i have to confess sooner or later. lucky enough everything is as per normal for now, alhamdullilah.

fgjnrkjncmgfnrkimissshaunknekjfndm, goodbyeL♥ve.

Pop it, lock it, Polka dot it

2009-06-08T21:22:00.003+08:00

god dag punat lovers ^^

that's how Norwegian says hello.
and punat lovers refers to those who made their way here.
no offense ♥

today lessons was super satisfying. wooooo !

It was a maths camp actually. Spend a total of 4 hours doing deliberate maths practice. Nice you know the feeling, i like.. Tomorrow another 4 hours i think then there's art. i'm happy today since i got to watch HM the movie. I don't give a 10/10 but still thumbs up. do watch it otehhh.

till here earthlings, xoxox